These dumb drug dealers and wannabe cool people who hang around Tender Mercies Inc,have no right! Calling my mom fat and ugly. My mom was 5'1 and at her biggest weight 165 while eating healthy. Before death she was under a hundred pounds! My mom would not approve of these people much or this place much. She'd tell me "leave if you're not happy".
I miss you mom. I've had visions and nightmares of her throwing up all over me. I'm not a toilette! I also heard voices in my head with this mental illness talkin about her,being in hell/Hades. IDK,but where she is is where she is! :)
When I was lil I wanted to be a drummer like Sheila.E! I'd drum on pots and pans. Id sing that naughty song. I was daddies "Tomatoe" and mommies lil "Trini".
I miss those days. When I got older and fattr,I would look out the window and wonder while hearing Sade in my head. I loved SWEETEST TABOU. It just puts me in a mood. A dreamy-loving mood. A sleepy-dreamy mood.